Encounter

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I had barely gotten any sleep that night, which i was deeply greatful for. If i had been more awake now, i'd be shivering anxiously in my shoes. The flight had arrived a few minutes early, i was cautiously and carefully following the herd of rushing people through the maze like airport, towards what i presumed would be the baggage claim. I checked the time on my phone, and once again the text message in my in box, ":] see you soon!". My heart fluttered at the thought. I nervously rushed into the next sited bathroom, and stood before the large spread of mirrors. Did i look okay? Was i okay? Am i okay?
I smoothed my hands over my cloths, brushed my hair behind my ears, pulled out a compact from my shoulder bag and powdered my nose. Inching close up to the mirror, i stared deeply at my reflection, giving myself a few test smiles. My brows furrowed with tension. Sighing, I wince. This would be the best i could do. I pulled away from the mirror, gathered myself once more with one last glance at my sorry reflection. I took a deep shakey breath and headed back toward my trek to the baggage claim. Each step growing lighter and more careful as i knew i neared my destination. I slowed to a stop. At the next turn, around this corner, straight to the right, baggage claim. "we'll meet you at the baggage claim", one of my previous texts mentioned. My knees quivered, and my breath became a quick whisper. "Don't be silly!" I paced in a small circle to calm my nerves before braving to turn the corner. "It'll be okay." There was baggage claim. I scanned the large area, filled with crowds of people waving and greeting other arrivals. Would my friend be among them? I continued forward, step step step, calm calm calm. And a few yards before me, there they were, there he was. My heart pulsed, and my step wobbled a little. i frantically grasped at the air for mental support. But as loose as the air was in my fingers, so seemed my thoughts within my head with each progressing step.
"Hi." i automatically smiled and briefed a glance at him.
There he was, for the first time to be seen with my eyes. Taller then i expected. There was a rich fragrance in the air..
"Hello there. I'm ______'s dad, it's nice to finally meet you." The man beside him greeted. Slightly a bit shorter then ______, with gray hair, and matching mustache. His eyes were wide and a curious mix of gold and silver. He spoke with a smile. a smile with a light curl on his lips, that seemed rather smirk-ish.
"Do i get a hug?" _____'s father's voice was feathered with a southern accent.
"Of course!" i chimed nervously, as i gave a quick light embrace. So this was his father, such a skinny thing, nothing like i imagined.
"Well, which one is your suitcase?" ______ inquired.
"um... I'm not sure."
"How can you not know?" ______ sighed with a hint of annoyed disbelief.
Of course i knew what my suitcase looked like.. but my mind was everywhere at once. Touching every possible thought, shuffling memory, with possibilities and presence. The distinguishable features of my bag just didn't seem to weigh any importance to the tumbling words/images in my head. But i concentrated, surfacing it's image to the top and waited to see it pass on the conveyor belt.
"Well, go get it."
I gave a nod in reply, and awkwardly stepped forward to claim my bag.

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For all the years we've known each other.. I was dreaming now(I've dreamed, but never this deeply). Here we dance once again, same consequences, new stage. Will i fall victim to the delicate scenario once again? I hope so.

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Pulling my suitcase behind me, with a vigorous thunk, thunk, thunk with every forward pace. I was led to the direction of the parked truck. Cocking my head to the side, i glanced at ______ 's lower back side. His slim legs so graceful with each step, not a jolt in his smooth tight figure as he treaded quickly forward. When he turn his head my way, to speak, i quickly straightened my head and let my eyes wonder.
"Welcome to hell, since it's almost just as hot" he smirked sheepishly.
But as soon as his attention returned to his forward stride, my head fell back into a tilt. "what a gorgeous backside.."

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Stain

The air was heavy and moist with humidity, the sun's fierce golden rays dazzled all it touched, and the clouds in the placid blue sky, few. Katydids shrilled, and tree leaves ruffled with the light breeze. I let the sun brighten my pale skin, as i lay upon the patio in the concealment of my own back yard. The sun blazed upon the lids of my closed eyes, a collage of brilliant red, but nothing as beautiful as blood red. It felt delicious being blanketed by such intense warmth, as it heated me to the core. I couldn't say it didn't make me swelter, but that's why today was so perfect.
The blood streamed out of the deep gashes on my forearms, it felt kind of like sweat, and tickled as it ran down my skin. A peculiar sensation that i had to resist itching at. So i turned my thoughts attention to something else.
Europe, i wish i could of gone there. I never could of afforded it, but how fun it would be. Experiencing a new world, different lives, and exotic culture. I remember reading in countless travel books all the favored and top sights to see. I probably accumulated enough information about Europe to convince someone I've been on countless trips. But knowing is nothing at all like experiencing.
I continued to think, as the warmth drained from my body. It felt good. The summer air was no longer that hot, and the sun no longer that bright, as it felt like everything were dimming into night. Although my backside was now deeply wet with the pooling of my blood, i was becoming so disorientated, i couldn't really care to find it uncomfortable. Glad i wasn't wearing anything special. I meandered in my dipping thoughts as my consciousness started to fade. In a moment like this, i felt i should have someone, something, to miss, but i didn't. So, i missed nothing, and it was lonely. My breath was now intensely slow, and barely a whisper. I let the sensation of sleep sweep over me. And at the end, I frowned.
What a horrible stain this would leave on my patio.